Stewie (Brian?)-- having just gone thru a brush with pet disaster myself, I can totally relate about your little Bandit. You do know about the
Rainbow Bridge right? Sylvia Browne also says that our animals wait for us. I dont know about you but thats reassuring to me...
I miss your posts, you are always a breath of fresh air, insightful and sensitive at the same time
I hope to see more of you
ps: I hope your personal happiness continues, you deserve it!